My skin crawls
my face falls
my heart shrinks;
You’re at it again.
Your voice unheard
your tales unread
the laughs unshared;
You’re at it again.
Shame floods my being
darkness veils my world
doubts storm my heart;
You’re at it again.
I beg and haggle
coax and seduce;
How could you
be at it again?!
The eyes have bled,
the heart has cried,
the soul has echoed…
Enough.
I am allergic to your sorry.